there's such a lot of world to see

i haven’t had internet for almost 2 weeks now. I’M GOING NUTS.

and i still don’t have internet. cause the bill hasn’t been payed. so we’re internet leeching.

SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE ME~!

skykingcat:

• Draco Malfoy and the Rejected Handshake
• Draco Malfoy and the Better-than-Potter’s Broomstick
• Draco Malfoy and Hagrid’s Bloody Chicken
• Draco Malfoy and the Year His Father Would Hear About
• Draco Malfoy and the Inquisitorial Squad
• Draco Malfoy and the Vanishing Cabinet
• Draco Malfoy and the Year He Realized He Had Been a Douchebag

Anybody wanna help distract me from the fact i wanna shoot myself in the face? Anybody at all?

And I absolutely love it.

I’m gonna be vagabond. And walk my ass up to Portland.

Yeah. That’ll make me feel less bleh.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFF I WANT TO SEW SO BAD. BUT MY SISTER BROKE ALL MY SEWING NEEDLES. AND DOESN’T HAVE ANY MONEY SO SHE CAN’T GO OUT AND BUY ANY FOR ME. RAAAAAAAAAAGE.

So it looks like i should be working on reading Harry Potter a lot faster than I am. And if you’re all wondering why i didn’t read it before, like years ago, you can blame my mother for that. She didn’t want me to read it. Some bullshit about witchcraft. Totally stupid.

Anyway. I saw Deathly Hallows Part 1 last night. It was pretty good. I liked it.

Oh and I bought a Smiths shirt earlier that day in Berkeley. Yup. I wanted a Louder than Bombs one, but I bought a The Queen Is Dead one. Oh well. Its stupid pretty awesome c:

I COULD BE SLEEPING. JESUS CHRIST I’M RETARDED.

GOOD NIGHT. I LOVE YOU. STAY STRONG MY FRIENDS.

Anybody?

Yup. I am really retarded. This is me putting my heart out there for her. Even though I know its not gonna do anything. Oh how stupid am I.

You know when they say “You deserve happiness”, it really means, “I hope you’re happy without me.”

Silly girl. That’s impossible.

But I’m being stupid and waiting up for that girl. Cause I think we’ve got some talking to do. Maybe.

Oh my god. I should be sleeping. Why am I not sleeping?

Why? I’m bored.

Ask me about:

- My favorites

- What I like to do

- Anything you can really think of.

Honestly. I’ll answer almost anything.

Mostly because that CD, being my favorite Death Cab For Cutie CD, has a very autumn evening feeling to it. Its warm and light, with in a hint of melancholy. I really love it.

And in other news, my eyes fucking hurt. Probably from being tired. It makes sense. I didn’t get to bed till about 1, mostly because I was watching my friend Michael play the new Assassin’s Creed game [which is fucking awesome by the way], and I had to wake up at 6:30. Good lord. I really do not like my job. Work + my conservative mother + having to wake up earlier than i did when I was in high school = Living nightmare. But at least it means I get money to hang out with a certain lovely girl. Whose heart I don’t own, sadly.

I like how I say own, like a heart is something you can own. I think you can borrow it for awhile. But it should takes a really long time until someone could let you own their heart. But that’s just me. I don’t want to just give my love to someone so easily. And yet, i do. And no, I’m not talking about sex. That’s a whole other story.

Anyway! Good evening. Ask me questions cause you love me

And I have absolutely no problem with that. Why? Because I would much rather live there then get dragged to Texas with my mom and step-dad. No thank you. I already can’t stand conservatives enough as it is. But to be surrounded by them? I’d have to shoot myself in the face.

But alas, my husband did want me to move to Long Beach with him. Honestly, i don’t wanna live in Southern California. It really just does not sound exciting to me. If i would want to live anywhere, I would much rather stay in the Bay Area or move to Oregon or Washington.

Oh well. I can’t make everyone happy.